writing with tears

wonder kenapa semua orang bole tahan lama in relationship . tengok mak aku gn ayah aku . wow ! they both are so happy together . so in love . aku rasa ayah aku je kot yang sangat paham everything . we can communicate , can talk and can share everything . pasal laki pon . no wonder la ayah aku selalu kata , "kalao bapa mati , ada ke orang bole buat korang macam ni ? suap makan , dengar cerita? " sangat touching kan . hmm ;'(

and after this last relationship aku terasa apa yang ayah aku cakap semua nya betol . aku tak rasa pon aku buat salah now . for this time aku mmg betol . and u want to judge me? u should know me better . and orang nak aku paham , did they understand me ? aku rasa tak kot .

hopefully this is the last tears from me . i will stop being such a gud girl anymore . haha . lepas ni if aku jadi sangat kejam macam dulu , ask the person who change me to be this . kenapa kena tulis ? tulis dengan cakap aku rasa menulis lagi banyak mengeluarkan apa yang ada dalam hati . bila kita cakap , orang tak dengar and kadang die akan buat tak endah je . so baik kita tulis atlis bole baca banyak kali .

dah dah nadirah , dont be sad . dont cry anymore . u will be fine oke . takde apa laa . ingat tak , pple who come , will teach u to learn more and teach u to be more matured . those pple who come into ur life temporarily to teach u some lesson. when they leave , that means u have learn it . its oke to let it go . just enjoy it . so smile nadirah . ;D